::I think i should post before my nerdification process is complete... hi tide i did one anyway...

Where did i left off the last post... oh... that blasting post... haha... yea man... guys DO get mood swings every now and then too....

Juz lemme recap wud i did the last few weeks... i shan't talk about sch cuz it's too depressing. Dun wanna talk about life cuz it sucks as well. So what can i actually talk about? lol, looking at my recent posts i constantly find myself with words to fill up that typebox... my life is such a bore for a 21 year old, but then again, are urs the same as well?? Yea... some of ya guys might have romance involved... that's cool...

Oh yea... went sentosa last week with some of my frens... nice outing... haven seen the sun and hanging out wif my frens at the same time for very very long. And went jeremy's grandma house for a mj session. Simply love the dinner! Please invite me to dinner often...!!!! wahahaha, im hooked on ur mum's sambal prawns.

Not looking out for any1 special anymore. Feels so sick looking for one and it doesnt come. Either it comes, or i'll juz die a lonely guy. But, to whoever's up there.... i dun wanna die a lonely guy, so dun keep me waiting.... i know i'm still young, i can still afford to wait, but i hope the wait's worth it! sounds so self-consoling for a romantically challenged guy, but wth, i'm juz gonna say it anyway. Recently i'm watching season 3 and 4 of Sex and the city... bedroom action aside, there's lotsa talk about relationships, about wud girls feel about guys when they were young and when they are 35. Do girls start getting despo at 35? Do they finally notice the nice guys then?? did it sound too fuck up... hope gals out there who read my blog would get happily married before the age of 30... haha.

Fuck, tot im not supposed to lament about life, but it's too late... thoughts are flowing in my mind now... im supposed to study for my life science quiz.... fuck... school is coming in also.... but basically that's wud in my life... boring.........::

.:Wong blogged on Sunday, March 27, 2005:.
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::MIA for so long so juz a post to keep myself awake haha....

Term break juz ended... yea it was a short week of no school but still, a week of studying too. Though i slacked more than i intended....still haven gotten my billiard cue yet im spending money like water nowadays... shit, i better start being a leetle stingy to myself already... otherwise i can kiss goodbye to my cue... been playing real good nowadays... heehee.

Lagging behind in my school work once again... nothing much more to say about that except to force myself to buck up. But then, if im bucking up, i won't be wasting my time blogging lor.... so.... u get wud i i mean... hahaha

Recently had a conference call with some of my frens... my first conference call... cool stuff, talked about alot of stuff, talked about me too, talked about me to be JUST myself. yea, seriously i tried not to be myself for a period of time i guessed it really sucked. just gonna be best being myself, back to my nice self once more. haha. Guess im going to get back the usual comments like ' Chinyen, i know u are a nice guy, but....' sorta thing. but i'm used to it. haha laughing it off

well i guess some people are born to exude attitude, some people are born to exude otherwise. can't believe im even using the word 'exude' for the latter comment. juz laughing at it now... cuz people with attitude juz simply rocks. people like people with attitude. unfortunately, i exude otherwise.

luckily there's something called a blog to allow me to blast out. Sometimes u juz wanna blame someone for your sucky life. u don't wanna compare, but u juz have an uncontrollable urge to. Why does he have all the luck with girls? why does he drives a posh car which he didn't get himself? However, i will still know im a lucky person in many sense. like having a family, having a home, having a laptop to type stuff, having internet, having an aunt who opens a salon ( hee ), stuff like that lar. Wouldn wanna worry so much about all this, but sometimes u juz do. something like mood swings, it just comes around unknowingly

for now i would still allow fate to dictate my life, wudever happens, attribute it to fate. lol... fate. wonder who came out with such a term man...haha u can see im juz talking nonsense in this post. But i'll end it with a nice quote!

"Love is just like the wind, you can't see it, yet u can feel it."
-a walk to remember::

.:Wong blogged on Wednesday, March 02, 2005:.
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